DCMD Journey so far

I thought I could found out which direction I will be going for in the future but so far i still standing in the middle of my life cross junction, don't know where should i go...

In DCMD this 1 year plus, i did learned a lot in academy and life. Especially DT, not because this blogging things are going to read by you(MR Lau), I truly think that this module is the most interesting one of all, I do sometime found my path/future road.

Why i said sometime because I'm a moody person, don't have a fix motivation and sometime felt like giving up but whenever in your class hearing your lecture, i felt like it make my future clearer and define.Despite that, i still dislike writing even though the module need a lot of it.

As for VDS and BDS, I do learned thing that I didn't notice when i did design/project in my ITE time, something like concept, branding and marketing. The more I learned the difficult to choice my future, that's why I didn't hand in the portfolio assignment last sem because I don't know what to put inside and what to write(which field to get to?)

For the time been, 3D module is the most interest me. Don't know when I will lost this interest!... 3D modeling can for fill my dream, creating a non existing thing to something and the something can view in 3D, feel like a real thing.

sorry lim kar lk and 大哥 bye bye

Im free from my self ! now karl!w is taking over. no more lim kar lk or 大哥. please for give me if you guys are not use to me, the 3 of them is gone for good for the time been. Recently my mood getting a bit out of my control. now i had found a new me. hope thing will get better sry mr lau i hope its not too late to start now and i truly thank you for your time. wow its now 5 in the morning. good nit good morning.
please address me as karl thank you all.

DT2

Part1

For this assignment, I feel like doing nothing much to help out my partner, the only thing I can help is to do hands on stuff like drawing or thing about the poster etc. as for words I leave that to my partner to do but I will help with giving idea. I really think I should learn to write and speak. In the meanwhile I’m lost in my own world, looking for MOVTIVATION stuff.

I don’t know izzit just my luck or just coincidence that I have a chance to change to a new environment and start with new life with new mood.

This few weeks are kind of hard for me. I truly hope that it won’t hunt me for the rest of my life! I totally shut down everything, every thought to let my self get out from there. Sometime when I something is not right I will find thing to do or just get out from there like go for a jog or smoking, maybe that why I can’t stop smoking. I’m a guy who likes to have a lot of own time out, I guess.

Who can help me to improve my English?

Motivation! I transform the hard time as my motivation; the hard part is to pick my self up from there. I’m still picking up now, bit by bit day by day.

I all always think about the worst thing that can happen, that’s why I can pick my self up every time fail, looking forward also part of my motivation.

How now? What next? – as for this I will leave it unknown, all depend on my situation.

whose the angel and Demon

The past few week are like hell, things getting bad to worse. They "Internal Me" have been created seen then, why i said THEY because there were so many things to handle in one time, some of the problem need 2 or more to decided. I totally lost my self or in confusion of things that had happened. I have to hide all my emotional and pretend, maybe i too considerate about other feeling and tend to feed my self into the one they usually want to see or know.

I don't know is it me who is changing thing or the other way around, thing changing me?

So hard so hard!

__here I am___________________________________________ still have a long way to go. Maybe I will just stick around to see, thing usually will get better when you relax for awhile. that's who i am now, hoping the best out from it.

This is my 1st blog post hmmmm